Hey guys,
I don't have internet access where I am and am doing this blog through my cousins Ipad. I know that this is going against everything that I need to be doing to get better and I was planning on just doing a VLOG when I returned in two weeks, but i've spoken to a people on the telephone and have some knowledge of what is going on and I feel like though I don't have enough time to explain everything, I can at least make some things clear. I have been online one time since last week. I am not Mediahype again or any other person that is making blogs or videos or anything. I don't care who chooses to believe me but I wanted to make that very clear. I read Elliots blog posts the first one and can say that he is telling the truth about everything. There are also a few things that I did not know about. I wish that he had not made the choice to speak for me, but he did and I can't reverse it. What he said was true though and all that I can say is that I am sorry for my part in misleading people. It was selfish to allow something like that to happen without standing my ground and doing what was right, but I felt the need to protect Jonathan and Elliot.
Listen to me ok? Jonathan was a real person..... Everything that happened on August 5th HAPPENED. It is unbelievably sick for people to sit here everyday and make a mockery of that time in my life. Maybe I was wrong for not being completely honest about that. Maybe I was deserving of it being exposed. But that is the only thing that I EVER lied about and it was simply to protect somebody that I loved and cared about. I hear of people making comments about another person named Jay dying. I have NEVER in my fucking life called Jonathan "JAY". Jaymar is a childhood friend of mine who DID died in the spring. I call him JAY and anybody that is on my face book MAY recall me facbooking his obit in spring because I was so upset about his passing.
Guys, I made an honest mistake. But I did not spend months manipulating people about carrying a child. I do not stalk people on youtube, twitter and facebook to expose dirt on them in blogs. I don't do these things. I am only half aware of what has been going on the last week or so and honestly I dont care. The only possible dirt that V could have had on me was exactly what Elliot told everybody. There is no gap to bridge between myself, Jonathan, Elliot Virginia, Annie and the Hoax. I have never in my life used Jonathan or his brother in relation to the death hoax. EVER and thats the truth.
I did something very stupid to myself but it actually had very little to do with this stupid internet shit thats going on. I do feel bad about not being honest of one aspect of all of this. But not to the point of actually giving a fuck anymore. All of you guys that are having a blast trashing me with old pictures and trivial shit that has already be revealed. Knock yourselves the fuck out. Because at the end of the day, no matter HOW hard you try. You will never EVER be me. You are using my name to make one for yourself and thats really pathetic. I am VERY sorry for the photo aspect of what happened. That is the ONLY thing that i'm guilty of. Are you fucking kidding me? I created Jonathan? For what reason would I have to do that? Because i'm a "gamer"? um???? I make death hoax videos damn good ones at that. I have an extremely premium boyfriend and pretty cool friends. I have no reason to do what i'm being accused of. EVERYTHING that elliot said is true. Take it or take a fucking hike.
Leave me alone and stop this bullshit. Ok so you think that you exposed a liar? FINE you exposed a liar. Move on with your sorry excuse of lives and leave my name out of your mouths. ALL of you making blogs, twitters and videos etc, just stop it. Even if you think that you're helping I doubt that you are because its keeping the drama rolling. I will be the FIRST to announce that I dont give a flying FUCK, with FAT ASS Andrea, V is for Vagina, Creachim Leachim and any other losers have to say about me. I really really REALLY dont. I am strictly sorry to those of my FRIENDS that might be confused about what exactly happened with Jonathan and Elliot. THATS it. I owe anybody else shit. Because people look for reasons to hate you regardless.
My life got all types of fucked up for many reasons and im in the process of fixing that, because I know damned well what im worth. I know what I have to offer the world and people in it and I KNOW my obligation to Michael. Please PLEASE believe me if you have never believed ANYTHING about me before, BELIEVE me when I say that I dont give a SHIT about these people bashing me. They are idiots with NO evidence of anything. NO proof to support SHIT. NOTHING. They found out about the pictures thing and ran with it. But again WHO GIVES A FUCK? I lied to protect my friends. IM SORRY . IT WAS WRONG. But I did NOT fucking create these two dudes for some recreational fun. Get the fuck out of here with that bullshit. It doesnt even make any logical sense. USE YOUR DAMN BRAINS. If ANYTHING your story is more FEASIBLE
if you accuse me of being in on FUCKING with people with Jonathan and Elliot. But to say that I got bored and made them up? Are you fucking serious??? GROW UP. GET LIVES. I know that I am SO amazing that you can't stop being obsessed with me. But SERIOUSLY. STOP. Leahcim created a fucking FACEBOOK account pretending to be a PRO-WRESTLER. He is saying he is a Michael Jackson double?? Why is NOBODY saying shit to him? How about Andrea??? OH LAWD!!! Telling people that she was gonna send pictures of her kid and shit and how she had GESTATIONAL DIABETES BLAH BLAH BLAH. WHY IS NOBODY SAYING SHIT TO HER?
DONT ANSWER THAT!! I dont CARE. LOL. I REALLY REALLY REALLY REALLY dont care.
If you think that you are "taking me down" or "exposing me" you aren't!!! Because that would mean that I would have to give a fuck about what you are doing! I DONT! I am fucked up ENOUGH without Internet drama.
Look, I really AM sorry for not being honest about the photos. It was SHADY and it was WRONG. But I didnt want people fucking with them. IT WAS WRONG. But thats as far as it goes ok? Dude the pictures these fools are releasing are OLD. I am not skinny by ANY means, but im DEF not fat at all anymore and havent been for a few years. But why does that matter???? You are teasing how a person looks? GROW THE FUCK UP! I am NOT returning to this drama and this is the FIRST and LAST time that I am talking about this stupid shit again. I am away doing what I need to do to be the best damn person I can be. Because there are people in my life that DEPEND on me being ok. One of those people being my AMAZING boyfriend whom I fucking LOVE to death and I cant let him down. Guys I made a commitment to this hoax and a commitment to being on this journey of what has happened. These people that have dedicated their time to trashing me and fucking with me DONT care about Michael Jackson. Read V's FIRST blog and read the shit that he/she is doing now. These peoples SOLE purpose to try and destroy me. This douche has a chatroom now?? Are you fucking kidding me??? OPEN YOUR FUCKING EYES.
When I come back (and dont worry I WIL :D) I dont want to hear about any of this bullshit anymore. Its over with. These people can work day and night to tear down my credibility. They REALLY can. But it doesnt matter to me. I said it before I can lose EVERY subscriber on my list, but it does not matter because I was never in this for subscribers. Do what you want to do and believe what you want to believe but keep that shit FAR away from me because I dont care anymore. THIS IS THE FUCKING INTERNET. V or Andrea or WHOEVER THE FUCK does not have a heaven or hell for me. IS NOT MY FINAL ANYTHING. WILL NOT MAKE OR BREAK ME. BITCHES CAN KEEP TRYING BUT I AINT GOING NO MOTHERFUCKING WHERE. DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT? MY SHIT IS THE BEST, HAS BEEN THE BEST AND WILL ALWAYS BE THE BEST. SOOOOOOOOOO That being said. I will see you guys in a few weeks when im better and ready to take on the world again. I am also adding something special to my youtube channel that I think you will enjoy :)
To all of you that have stood by my side and are choosing to forgive my mistake. You are amazing. For those of you who dont want to forgive my mistake but arent being immature little douche bags, then I respect you and im truly sorry. For those of you that want to make ya self an internet name off of talking shit on me, FUCK YA. Get a life and stop being so creepy because nobody gives a fuck. You will NEVER break me. Do you understand that?
I love yaws and when I come back we goin have a PARTY UP IN THRILLER NIGHT. VIP bitches. It WILL be password protected.
BYYYYYYYYYYE :D
